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Hi...
It's currently 3:53 am rn here...
I wanna tell you what I just thought...
Yk... I realized these days.. The more I got older I realized that I'm more afraid of the future and the mistakes that I might made... Than ghost or death. Now I know you probably say.. "Oh just wait until you see a ghost~" or "just wait until you get the near death experience" ,Idk why... When it comes to death there's no fear that I feel.., I feel like "yeah ok go ahead.. If I had to go... Then fine let it happen.. Que sera" yk?.. That feeling like... 'Que sera or like what will be it will be'.
But when it comes about the future for God sake... I fear it the most..., I always thought like "oh god what's gonna happen next...please god no more! Don't let it happen god" .
You know...i tried to prevent it.
Especially when life feels great yk... When you feel like "life feels great these days" feelings, instead of feeling greatful the first thing that comes to my mind is fear.. I thought like "why is every thing feels fine these days? What are you gonna do next after this god? " .
I don't trust it anymore cause of how so many bad things happen in life so when god gives me good things it felt so... Strange and unusual for me
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KoV.va
Well i obviously don't know all the answers, so idek if this will help BUT, i believe God does have your back even if it seems the world around you is crumbling. In the book of Job in the bible, his life crashes around him because of the devil, he is left homeless, and i think most of his family passes on. BUT he stays trusting in God and in the end his life is better than before.
Ive never been good at this but i hope this kinda helps, God bless and ill pray for you.
As long as you believe in God, he believes in you. That IS why he sent his only son to save us, to show he cares.
by Blackout; ; Report
Amen brother, God bless
by KoV.va; ; Report
Hi thank you for the answer it is really comforting. For someone who always overthinking like me.. It's really what I need even though I'm a Muslim but thank you again god bless you
by Therese Fernandez♡; ; Report