It feels good to want to live

This is my first time on this website, and I can say that I love it here! Recently, I made a huge accident, not too long ago, where I cut way too deeply in my leg due to stupid shenanigans, almost killing myself, pretty much. Because of that, and nearly experiencing death, I realized that I still have so much to do in life, and I'm not going to miss out on that. I did have suicidal thoughts, and that is something I can not lie about as much as I want to call it a lie, it's thoughts that have stuck with me for a long time. BUUUUUUUTTTT, after going through that experience, I haven't had them for a long time. I guess the world has big plans for me after all LOL. Anyway, I would love to hear how you guys are doing. I would love to get to know you guys, and always remember you're never alone if you have thoughts, just know that I'm here to listen. Take care, everyone, and keep pushing ♡