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it's 2025, September, and the world is fucking going crazy and starts to take victims, and I'm tired of acting like it isn't. Hunt me down, call me schizo and kill me, I do not care.
just this month, me and my boyfriend got called all kinds of toxic and harmful by my "friends" and everyone around because we don't want a separate bathroom (that's so traditionalist, ew...girl who hurt you?), separate blankets (why don't y'all handcuff each other at this point), because we talk with each other for a few hours a day (lovebombing), because we send each other physical letters (ew that sounds psychopathic), because we want to get married when we're both financially stable and can afford a ceremony instead of "on a random Tuesday because it only costs 30$" (I mean do you guys even really love each other or is it about showing off?), hell, we got called M*GA Tr*mp supporters that are sexist racist and mysoginistic, and we're queerbaiters, because we quote on quote "didn't even give polyamory a chance". Excuse me, what?
Around twice a week I get told I'm promoting eating disorders because I'm very underweight and show myself online. I'M CHRONICALLY ILL YOU FUCKING MORONS. But I tell that to people and they just smirk and reply "mhm sure you are" or "mhm let's see how long your little boyfriend will love your flat boobs stacked on bones". It's really now seen as, idk, heroic? to make fun of a person, me, that has lost most of my passions due to illneses that rot my body alive while i continue to suffer and dissapear before y'all's eyes just because now being "bigger" is trendy. Are you out of your fucking mind? What're y'all gonna come for next, cancer patients? There's SO MANY of you that tell me to "cover up" or "idk you could blur that" whenever I DARE not wear anything baggy. Are you actually fucking deadass, saying that me having genetical illnesses that almost killed me gives you eating disorders?? Wait until you find out about amputees.
The extremism is SO out there. When people see me being an MSI fangirl and find out I did pedohunting they just freeze. Literally, I had two people call me a ped lover before they checked out my bulletins and saw me telling y'all to stay away from xyz because they asked me for nudes knowing I'm 17.
You all learn new words, "consumerism", "capitalism", "hypocrite", and never even BOTHER to learn the meanings of these words while screaming them around. You have no idea how many fucking commies i saw on this site, i asked them to describe balkans in the 1900s and they say "???lmao why would I know that??", all your lazy asses learn is one word and it's opposite, that's it. That's all the knowledge you got from the youtube essays you watch all day and think that no one else around you posseses this level of elite ball knowledge. But why would you learn more? When someone tries to argue with you, delete your comment, block them, or tell all your friends that said person is a redneck that probably voted on tr*mp is sexist racist mysoginistic homophobic and should generally kill themselves.
You did something wrong? Oh don't you DARE apologize, or even worse, think about your mistakes. I bet your opponent is an AI glazer that has a labubu and drinks matcha and they probably do their schoolwork with ChatGPT and make fun of polyamorous peopl-OH, sorry, that's all YOUR UNIQUE SETS OF BIASES, I'M TOO DUMB TO KNOW THAT (because I'm an AI glazer and I have a labubu and I drin)
Argued with someone at school? why would you even ATTEMPT to make peace with them? You'll find a bunch of discord groomers, with a craaaaaazy dark humor like yours >w< (aka randomly saying the nword and reposting gore videos) that no one else irl would understand anyway, you're so unique! Just block them online and sit on your phone all day at school, people in there are such losers anyway, but you and your fluttershy cutting herself pfp?! Girl, they DON'T deserve your special ass anyway! Worst case scenario you'll go online, your school couldn't teach you anything useful anyway.
You did something wrong? Called someone a bad name, used a slur before you learned the meaning behind it? Th-stop stop STOP right there. That is NOT your fault, you just have ADHD depression autistic neurodivergent social online anxiety with pptsd and anorexia, you CAN say that! And now you say "Pauline, you're making fun of mentally ill people while you got diagnosed with depression yourself? I don't knowwww, I don't think she's one of us, she doesn't really, like ACT depressed anyway." I've been suffering from PMDD with suicidal tendencies since 2023 (documented wise) along with eating disorders that carry on to today. Have you ever heard me call anyone an nword? Have you ever seen me uironically tell someone to kill themselves? Have you ever seen me sending unpresidented gore videos to someone? I haven't.
But what do I know, I'm just a M*GA supporter that's sexist queerbates (because a person that's genderfluid for 6 years would never say stuff like I do, you obviously would know about that, dear 13 year old who was 7 at the time), transophobic mysophobic racist (my boyfriend is of other race btw, but he isn't "colorful" enough so he doesn't count probably) and me and my boyfriend are a pair of obsessive toxic pigs that probably don't even cheat on each other.
Stay on fucking Twitter, cause we don't want you nowhere else.
Don't give in.
XOXO, Pauline<3.
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Blank_driver
this was beautiful to read, its fucking raw and for a very good reason, i cant really say i relate to this, fuck that i cant even begin to understand your life from this short snippet but goddamn does it sound like youve been dealing with such insufferable asshats. i say let them rot their minds more and just laugh at them for it. not worth investing energy into
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crimson
a-fucking-men!! louder for the people in the back!
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catduck
I feel like over time I've come to realise that a major flaw of humanity is how we stereotype and put people in boxes. And a lot of the time its done in a way to cheaply "own" people you disagree with. Just because you have these beliefs in turn you have to have all these other beliefs, just because you have this racial background you hold these beliefs and act this way, just because you enjoy this hobby you have to have these beliefs that have nothing to do with the hobbies and so on. If you have a belief that these people disagree with they will tell themselves that you must have a whole set of other beliefs that they disagree with because god forbid someone you disagree with on certain beliefs has similar or the same beliefs as you on other things. Also the further left and right you go the less you believe what you say. A lot of further right free speech warriors seem to change their tune when its someone they don't like. And a lot of further left everyone should be able to be themselves types seem to apply that to a small portion of people that have the exact same beliefs as them. Also people don't realise the wide and often beautiful ways in which people view themselves and the world around them. You can still show respect to someone even if you don't agree with or vibe with the way they view the world and themselves. Also think there seems to be a lot of people who claim to be against racism and homophobia and various things end up just spreading these beliefs in a different way.
omg yea so heavy on the last one, ppl don't understand that not being racist sexist etc means treating said ppl like everyone else, not like they're special needs aliens ⊙﹏⊙∥
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