Mixed— messed up emotions

Idk on how I’ll react man— this is the first time that one of my family member decide to change their job into becoming an overseas worker in the FREAKIN MIDDLE EAST of all places. They’ll be workin’ there for a really long time and I can't wait too long especially in a place that has a risk of having a literal war. I mean— who knows, will they be droning at an airplanes full of CIVILLIANS? I have the rights to be paranoid. Yeah— sure the country’s rich asl but I don’t even know if I should be happy, I just want them to be safe once they get there and go home.