Lamprocapnos garden

At first, there was just a seed in my garden

and as the first lamprocapnos began to bloom

my brunneras, as beautiful as the river Gardon,

under the lamprocapnos’ loveliness began to gloom.

The most delightful memories you brought,

each day, my garden had more bleeding hearts

and their charming color was my only thought,

your laugh illuminated my night like pretty stars.

Around these flowers I began to feel safe,

around you I felt such an incredible joy,

Where I’d be heard, this was the only place,

around me, you could perhaps be destroyed.

I didn’t have any bad intentions towards you

I only ever tried to reach out and my hand began to itch

but I tried out again and my hand turned a red hue,

it was painful, but my lamprocapnos I would never ditch.

I’m surrounded,by my brunneras who bloomed once more,

they now contrasted with that poisonous flower,

however you and others hurt me, I’ll accept it even if wrong,

but if you ever truly cared for me, I’ll always wonder.

Hi I'm Evan, or call me val, I'm gonna start sharing my poems or wtv  ---  by saying my hand began to itch and that it turned red I mean a dumb rash bc that stuff poisonous ok