SOOOO some news!! Gossip sesh ASAP!!

Hi, babies!! SOOO much new news!! Sorry for being innactivee, i swear I'll get better about iittt!!!11!!!1!!!11!11 

Okay so !! Lets start with some backstory, yeahh? So basically, this summer I moved from one state to another right b4 my JUNIOR YEAR!!??!! Lit whoooo does that!! Ugh so anyway, I left behind a lot of great friends, and I miss them all like craayyyy :( Last year, my sophomore year, I met this boy.. Lets call him C <<33 He had a gf at the time, and I was totally chill with that because we were JUST FRIENDS!! But, sadly, nothing can ever be easy for me when it comes to things like thiss, so YES!! I caught feelings, and goodness I was crushing sooo hard!! But, again, he had a girlfriend so what was I gonna do about it?? I told him eventually after months of total delusion (hehe... or sooo I thought) and he rejected me because hes loyal! (Just an FYI!! His girlfriend and him broke up for a few weeks, which is when I told him. IM NOTA HOME WRECKER!!) And me and him because even better friends!! Like besties. 

Flash forward a little, him and his girlfriend got back together and he admitted to having lead me on.. ouch!! But I pushed past it because we were both at fault for something.. HOWEVER!! Over a  month ago they ACTUALLY broke up!! I didnt really seee that as like my "chance" to move in agan because thats genuinely not the right thing to do!!??!! 

Me and him sort of drifted apart when I moved.. until recently?? We hadnt talked in like a month and now we text every day and we say gm/gn.. PLUS!! He calls me beautiful!

The other night we had a little convo about what happened between us, since I was still upset about being lead on.. He told me he DID like me at the time and didnt want to reject me, but again, hes loyal. He also told me he only lead me on because his (now ex) girlfriend did the same thing to her coworker and so they both basically emotionally cheated on one another to hurt the other person. I told him that wasnt okay, and we talked it out and he FINALLY apologized!! He's honestly been distant since then, and sadly im avoidant as shit so I cant find it in myself to chase.. will def keep you all updated tho!! Praying it fixes itself because this man means the wrld to me!!! 

Anyway, thats all for tnight, im soo burnt out ughhh!!! School is lit eating my ass (w/o my consent!!!!) and its soooo annoying!!! Sometimes I wonder if having a 4.0 is really wrth is.. (It is)

Plsss dont be scared to dm me or comment, I want new friendss!! 

You know you love me, 

XOXO