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*sigh* I let myself down. :(
I smoked just a couple hits yesterday, to celebrate Minnesota getting recreational cannabis. Well...
I smoked some more this afternoon. I couldn't help it, well I supposed I could have, but this oxycodone makes it seem like a really fun idea, that actually IS a really fun idea. Being high on both of them IS pretty trippy and fun. BUT.
I broke my promise, to myself mostly but to you guys too. I don't like it, I don't feel good about myself for doing it either. I'm telling myself there will be less stressful times. Like when I didn't just have surgery and/or my sister didn't have a stroke and I didn't get a call from my eldest step-daughter telling me my actual daughter wants me to get in touch with her....
I folded. I smoked. And fuck it, I'mma keep on smoking for a while. Until it's the right time to take a tolerance break. I still think I could use one. It's been too long since my last one.
ANYWAY. Gonna be back to normal for a while, that's prolly the best way to look at it. :P
L8r, sk8rs. :P
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⚜reverie⚜
With all that going on, i think i would've done the same thing.. we don't hold it against you <3
thanx :)
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Nimthiriel
that's a lot to happen at once man! There's always time for tolerance breaks when you need them.
I'll find one soon. :)
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ashspace ♂
dont sweat it! i think we should all learn to forgive ourselves sometimes :D
thanx, ash *hugs* :)
by Jon 🐇; ; Report
*HUGS*
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