My poet breakdown

I know what passion is, But I don't know if it is poison. I don't know what I am anymore, And if I reason or if I dream. I drown, and the sea is he, I feel the feelings that are mine, That I never felt before, The wave I never faced.You will destroy me, you will destroy me, And I will curse you as long as I have life and breath. You will destroy me, you will destroy me, You have thrown me into the abyss of a fixed thought. You will destroy me, you will destroy me, You will destroy me.I fall into you, temptation, And everything goes to the devil, Science and religion, And virtue and chastity. I watch the hem of a cloak, And I see the abysses of a man. The cloak swirls and never, Never will you take it off for me.You will destroy me, you will destroy me, And I curse you because I cannot live without you. You will destroy me, you will destroy me, I hold you in my dreams all day and I lie, at night, awake. You will destroy me, you will destroy me, You will destroy me.And that winter heart of mine, Is a flower of springtime, And it burns inside the inferno, As if it were made of wax. You are the one who blows on the fire, You, beautiful foreign mouth. I spy on you, I want you, I invoke you, I am nothing and you are real.You will destroy me, you will destroy me, And I will curse you as long as I have life and breath. You will destroy me, you will destroy me, You have thrown me into the abyss of a fixed thought. You will destroy me, you will destroy me, You will destroy me.You will destroy me, You will destroy me, you will destroy me, You will destroy me.XOXO, TheGossipHimbo