Holy freaking WHAT!

I am a huge fan of Radiohead, and the music that Thom Yorke makes. Idk what it is about their music but it activates neurons that I didn't even know I had. In a way, Radiohead is literally like the mother I never got. Whenever I listen to a song I feel like I'm getting my first hug, and a hug that really means something. I just can't get enough.

It's almost like a drug, a dopamine hit that never ends. cringe of me to say but golly GEE I love this band. And the lead singer, Thom Yorke, I have a strong connection too. I know that I am just a fan but seriously this guy had healed me without him knowing it. 

I'm not very friendly to myself and I think very poorly of my body. Knowing that someone has the same exact thoughts as me, is older, and is still alive really means something to me. I heavily relate to this guy. We have gone through different experiences but we have the same thoughts. 

One time I was watching an interview and Thom Yorke was talking about how nobody's face is symmetrical. During that time I was having hella doubts about my face, thinking about how unsymmetrical it was and how bland and un-unique it was. but he said nobies face was symmetrical, how insecure he was about his paralyzed eye. at the time i was like "yeah but that makes you look cool tf." but now its really settled in. no one is perfect. 

I know the band is low-key gaining some traction online about their political beliefs, but I feel one hell of a connection I am not gonna lose over that. I still believe that they are good people, just sometimes things can get a bit funked up iykwim.

I've been listening to this band for a year now, and I truly love them more than anything. and if you read this entire thing I think you have some issues because if I saw this I wouldn't even glance a second eye.