Planning

Brainstorming has never been helpful but I always try it anyway. 

What do I want in the short term? 

I guess some things come to mind. Become pretty, get better grades, become more sociable, read more. Oh and learning proper knife work for cooking. Touch typing! Always wanted to be able to do it. I need to text her to tell her I don't feel a connection with her anymore. I need to learn to do my makeup and finally get to ordering those clothes online. Dye my hair? I need to practise on the guitar so much more. Maybe finish up that miniature set that's been collecting dust for 5 years. 

And get a job. I can't keep putting that off. Start budgeting too.

Do I have long term goals? 

I told myself I wanted to go to university to study chemistry for a stable career every algebra question just incites this sense of dread, that i don't really wanna do this for the rest of my life.

In that case, I need to search for something else to do.