since its been a while...

since its been so long, i thought id spill everything new thats happened in my life..,, tbh idk where 2 start

well, starting from when i first became inactive, ugh it was so bad. i was genuinely so distraught because of this. i was logged out of this account which would normally be fine BUT I FORGOT BOTH MY EMAIL AND MY PASSWORD. so between 15 of my emails and like a million different possible passwords i just.. gave up. thankfully i came back and put in the work to log back in again, but it was SUCH a struggle.

during the time i was off ive mostly been active on insta and tiktok.. although i jumped across multiple accounts on those sites too.. ugh i dont know man the last few months have honestly been a whole blur but i really think im getting better. i don't really wanna spill too much about my personal life but it has definitely been hard. relationships, drama, etc. ive lost friendships, a relationship, and pets. i basically ROTTED in my room.. i could count the times i went outside on my hands and im not even joking about that. recently ive been getting out more and hanging out with my friends, which is such a breath of fresh air. my room is looking cleaner, im improving with my mental health, and my grades are sloowwllyy coming up. although my grades arent the best, the effort that ive been putting in has thankfully shown up. i failed all of my classes last year, this first 9 weeks of the year im only failing one (that i plan to get up to passing before fall break!) 

basically just my life has improved a lot overall since ive been gone, and i really cant wait to share more with you guys. every1 on this app is so cool and im SO excited to make more friends (i need it.. badly).. 

but anyway this is just the start, kinda a hopeful and joyous post,,.. yay!!!