i like having a crush on him but im not sure

Having a crush on him is kinda nice tho, I get to be delusional. I actually feel like I don't care if he likes me or anything. OF COURSE I hope he likes me too, but I'm in a gray area rn, I don't know how he feels, but I think he doesn't like me?? At least that's what I'm getting from his actions. And ngl I don't care, I just hope he likes me and even if he doesn't like me... idk. Until he says smth like that, I'm good!!!