IDK :/

Honestly, I don’t really have many friends, and being an introvert makes it even tougher for me to connect with people.

About two years ago, I met a girl, and we became really close. I poured so much effort into keeping our friendship strong.

 The thing is , about a week ago—maybe a bit moree—she just started avoiding me out of the blue. It was so strange. She acted differently, ignored me when I tried to chat like we usually do, and she just ignored me..At first!, I thought maybe she didn't have a good day and she needed some space.

Then I saw her hanging out with her other friends—smiling, laughing, looking way happier than she ever does with me.

I started to wonder if I had said something that she did not like, but I’m wasn't  sure… we hardly talked this year. I even went back through our old messages looking for something, but nothing.--
I know her well enough—if I had said something that bothered her, she would have told me days ago.. 

Then someone from her class told me that maybe her group of friends told her not to hang out with me anymore… She asked my friend why she wasn’t hanging out with me like before, and my "friend" said something like that...

What makes it even tougher is that we live close by, so we take the same bus every day. There’s not a single day I don’t see her. Now, I can’t even look at her without tearing up. (Literally I’ve been crying at the same hout every day since last Friday.- :p)

 I don’t know what to think anymore. I just feel so confused, hurt, and disappointed. She changed so suddenly in one day and left me hanging without any explanation. It hurts even more because I don’t have anyone else—she was my only friend. Right now, I just feel lost and idkk what to do..

:,(