School actually kills artists.

Honestly im in school texting this here so might be rushed.

Just yesterday the teacher yelled in class loudly "TO THE STUDENTS BEING BUSY WITH SOMETHING ELSE OTHER THAN THE LESSON, PUT THOSE 'THINGS' AWAY OR ELSE I WILL HAVE TO SEND YOU TO THE PRINCIPAL." he was %100 referring to me. I was drawing. Drawing is the way for me to function better. Without drawing i cant focus, i have to focus on two things at once. Sometimes i pretend to listen even tho i basically can barely understand and function. I have an undertale AU im working on which has a lot of potential, idk if you guys know it but lets say an universe for those dont know. Its also about drawing since i draw the universe more than texting about it. I used to work on it DAY AND NIGHT. Now i lost motivation because of school. It wastes my whole day and most important time of my day is 4-5 pm, the hour when my motivation and discipline boosts all of a sudden. And guess when im home. 5 pm. Exhausted, spent, no motivation, just sleepy and moody. And then the teachers have the 'right' to say that we're just lazy, making excuses.

Honestly? Im fucked. My motivation is burnt and the motivation just doesn't come. People say just doodle but if i just doodle i will end up drawing the thing I want, not continue my comic or anything. I am not gonna ask for recommendations or anything.

School is a whole ass bs.. take care guys cya