Becoming a Musician

I am trying my damn hardest to become a rapper right now. I finally found my producer and I just need us to come together and get in the studio. I have one beat and I will most likely be working as a sub so I can cover expenses that will come up as we start this journey together. He's already proven he can produce, I myself don't really have my name out there besides just being someone who flaps their gums constantly on the Twitter. However, I am saying it'll be the start of me and him locking in together.

Being a rapper wasn't in my plans, this shocks me, in all honesty. My five year old self thought I would be come a popstar. I thought this up until this year actually. I discovered the underground rap scene and I was drawn to it immediately. The types of people were so fun, so loose compared to the eye that judges popstars. My lifestyle is a little too rowdy for some of the mainstream criticism of the popstar route. I switched to rap. 

I have no issue at all with rapping, I used to compete in rap battles in middle school, however I stopped. I used to only listen to metal and Lana Del Rey who is still my queen. I was extremely emo and would never ever listen to rap. I did loosen up when I started getting into kpop. I wanted to be a global kpop star, but the companies literally owning every little thing about me scared me off from this. I am excited to move forward with my life and I guess I'll update this silly little blog since no one knows about it :3 

My dreams will come true, I can feel it ♡