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You ever wonder how different you'd be if you just had different experiences, different people, different things in your life? You'd still have the same form, but you'd be made out of so many different things. What would remain? Sometimes I wonder how different I'd be if I never had a twin brother, and if I was just brought into this world alone. I feel like a significant part of me exists in contradiction to him, part of me exists to as to be distinct from him. We're not identical, but we seem identical. We were so annoyed with people mixing us up even we were little that we decided to make ourselves distinct by always wearing our favorite color.

I don't necessarily like to be like him, but we're fairly similar in our behavior regardless. We always follow each other and can't go in our own direction too well if we can see where the other is going. I think I need to practice following my own compass for a change