FUCK MY LIFE part 2

9/25/25

Today my birthday i am 18 now so pedophiles cant get me anymore yayaay /sarcasam

After the events of Tuesday my mom was sent an email from ms. F telling her that i “had an outburst” my mom then proceeded to blame me for everything despite my insistence that i didnt cry on purpose.

The morning after my mom and i were in the car she started ranting at me . ]

 (Condensed version)

Mom: you need to apologize to the teachers

Me:why? all i did was cry

Mom:youre showing them weakness by having those outbursts in front of them. They will think that they can control you and mess with you even more. You cant be emotional.

me: WHAT?e all i did was cry. If i could i wouldve never put my self in that situation if i could. At worst i wasted their time for a few mins. You’re making no sense

Mom: see youre doing it again! you can control your emotions.

Me:no, thats a special skill you have that i dont

Mom: then you need to learn

Mom:your dad used to have outbursts just like that. Once, we were getting our license renewed And forgot our marriage certificate. He started yelling at the people there. And eventullay he got what he wanted. It was so embarrassing.

me:…(at this point im appalled that she would compare my dads manipulative nature to my one “outburst”.)

Mom: have you seen whats going on in the government right now?! You cant have outburst like that when the authoritarian gov takes over. Your young appearance is blessing. (I look 12 irl even though im actually 18). When people come after you, you can say “leave me alone Im a minor”!

Me: what difference does that make? all of those conservatives are pedophiles anyways.

Mom:well..yeah.

At this point the conversation goes way off topic.  I dont have a lot of commentary this time. It just seems like she doesnt understand emotions like a normal person. Or maybe she just doesnt remeber being a child. I decided to apologize to one of my art teachers just in case she decided to yell at me if i didnt.