9/25/25

this week and stuff :

hello everyone! i am back after a while. life is very good but there's just a couple things making it a bit hard... :? i have been in the hospital because i got something wrong with my nerves or some shit. hope im okay!!!! but other then that ive been way way better. i have been turning in all my stuff and ive been doing good on my tests. but this whole week i haven't been to school at all and i feel horrible... i havent seen my boyfriend in DAYS and i passed out in class so i dont know where my back pack and shit is. but i hate to worry people so much, i don't want the attention to be on me at all , i want other people to be okay and not worry about me. 

i can be pretty selfless i don't know why. i do it to such a masseurs i didn't wanna go to the hospital because i didnt wanna worry anyone or have my mom maybe pay a bill even though i needed to.

but the doctors so far have found nothing wrong with me im completely healthy i really dont know whats going on with me :( i hope im okay enough to go to school tomorrow and see everyone and let them know im okay (even though im really not)

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update since last time ive been on here :

i should probably update from since the last time ive been on here... i am a lot more different , i am 3 months clean from everything. i am 10x happier then before!!! i have a lot of friends and i got with my crushh hehe hes the best , i love him very much!!!!1!!1!!!

i also no longer have pink hair... rest in piece... i have brown hair but need to dye it black or something but maybe have a little pink strand idk!!! but i really need some new clothes... i still only have my old clothes from last year and only one new shirt. im really confused with what i am. ill figure it out!! 

anyways , homecoming is tomorrow!!!!! i dunno if my boyfriend wants to go but uhhh ill maybe go with a friend if it seems fun. :3 so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace!