a random rant

i ache solemnly while wondering if anyone will ever perceive the way i value peoples emotions. i don’t like using fancy jargon just to express my sorrows and empathy towards those going through something. i prefer to use raw words. it’s my way of reassuring someone without coming off as unpleasant. if it comes down to me having to say what they don’t want to hear, then maybe it’s on them to do some self-reflecting of their selfishness. i never write or say my words to be deliberating towards a person. it’s all in the choice of if someone wants to hear what a person wants to say to them or don’t. if someone is to upset me, i won’t sit and be silent about it. using your vocals to communicate is a foundation of building something you long to be important—not acting on it is just putting someone’s emotions aside as if they’re shameful.