i had the worst day ever

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I hate my life :( so like, im on my period, and i was in music class, and i play trombone. my teacher had someone from the concert band come teach me and two other tromboners? trombonists? idk but i suck (obviously) and the guy was being really nice, but i get really anxious when its like a small group of people learning, so i obviously HAD to have a panic attack, and that sucked balls. it also ruined my other 3 periods. in science (my last period) i was so overstimulated i just froze, then started ripping my hair out, all while having insane brain fog. then i had to take the city bus home, and for some reason google said it had left 5 mins ago (i was waiting there for 10 mins), so then i had to wait another 15 mins, then i rode that bus for 3 fucking stops, then i got off, and the bus that i was meant to go on just like, drove past! plus it was cold and raining (forgot sweater in locker), and so i had another panic attack because i was cold, hungry, and wet. but im home and had a plate of chips (fries), a huge bowl of plain pasta with peas, and 10 chicken nuggets :3