Being poly isn’t a choice

Think of being a sexuality or having a certain gender identity as, a self diagnosis. You do research, you notice signs you may be this or that.

I personally don’t like that I am polysexual. It wasn’t my choice, I never thought I’d end up being this, let alone being omnisexual or gender-fluid.

But let’s focus on polysexuality.

First off, when I fall in love, my headmate, Yuna, tends to front a lot.

Yuna is considered an instigator, but more a fake yandere. She fronts when I get jealous of a partner of mine…

And I am very jealous.

It hurts. It really does.

Secondly, I set a dating limit but I end up crushing on one more person. My dating limit is three. I have two partners, and I’m crushing on two people.

It is stressing me the fuck out.

I love all of them equally. I don’t wish to drop anybody. I’m scared.

I will talk to everyone soon, though.