guess whos back. back again.

hiiiiiii helloooo how are we doiinnngggg!!! coming to hashtag yap again cuz that is all im here for at this point. um ! 

im going to alaska for the next week & a half, which sounds fun in theory but ill be with my dads side of the family + the two uncles no one likes anymore + i'll be missing a week & a half of school, which almost isnt worth it. It'd be better if I could log on & actually do my school stuff while i'm missing it, but i cannot, because it's a week long cruise. & i sound like a FREAKK for complaining about it cuz it'll be fun!! surely!! but also it might be the most boring week of my whole entire life. ! oh well !! but ive collected all i could of my school work, so at least i'll have something if need be. & maybe i'll download a few fics to keep me distracted. I've already planned to download a few youtube videos if worst comes to worst ? idk we're leaving for seattle tomorrow & then we're not actually getting on the boat until friday, so i'll see how things go in seattle & if i need to try & download stuff then. which of course raises the question of what to even download but . swagever ! i just have to think about sam & frodo... they'll get me through...

Except, i'm really close to finishing rotk, & she will DEF be getting finished on the boat? because i'm not going that long w/out my sons, even if its completely devastating in there. But does that mean i bring fotr & start rereading? or bring something else? i was going to get the silmarillion from my library today, but it's out & Not turned in even though it is like . 3 weeks late . evvvilll..... so i can't do that... i dont know. im at a loss. id bring the hobbit maybe & reread that, but it wasnt at my library either, & i dont own my own copy.  so. . yip eeeeee. idk. im def bringing the edible woman, because ive been meaning to read that one forever, & the couple chapters of it i have read were really good, but other than that & rotk i just dont know. maybe ill bring the two towers just for funsies & to have a good time. idk!!! + my anxiety has been really high recently ever since being switched to a new medication, & i'm freaking out over literally everythinggg its so annoying like . i dont knoowwwwww PLUS i still have to packkkkkkkkkk ugh. whatever. what everrrrr. super long winded way to ask for samfro fic recs if anyone has any and/or wishes to share.

I hope everyone's doing well, & I'll see you again... someday... (I keep forgetting this website exists) bye :)