life sucks and god hates me

tell me why my period has started TWICE this month

the first time was 2 weeks ago and it was the one day i was wearing a thong and i bled straight through my miss me jeans. i had to spend like 20 minutes wiping them off with an antiseptic wipe.

and this time its when im wearing my WHITE bratz sweatpants i am so fucked

i need birth control so bad but my parents think its gonna turn me into a whore.