What I want for my future

Hi hi hello I'm back with another blog post about how I hate my life and want another one. It's 12:15 and I have to go to sleep at 12:30 (Wah wah I know it's early but I'm fragile like a chihuahua and if I don't get 9 hours of sleep I start keeling over in the middle of the day when I try to stand) so I'll try to make this short and sweet.

I want to live in Lawrence, Kansas and go to college at Kansas University for some sort of liberal arts degree. Weird dream town I guess but I don't want to be too far from my Missourian home and Lawrence seems pretty darn perfect for me, plus it's the Winchester's hometown from Supernatural. I want to be a drag queen or some sort of other performer, maybe I'd join a band? I might also try to become a professional writer, that would be awesome. I want to do something creative no matter what. Hopefully I have the gauged ears I want by then (half inch like Josh Dun's and Frank Iero's, if you must know.) Ideally I'd be involved in some sort of local music scene and I'd have a group of cool like-minded emo friends and maybe even a partner, who knows? I want to live in my own apartment (can't get too ambitious now) with a cat and some roommates who I like and who do the dishes.... okay maybe I am getting too ambitious. In all honesty, I just want to be happy. My ideal future is just one where I'm happy. Is that too emo? I don't know. 

12:30 now. Man, I write slowly. Goodnight my loyal followers and adoring fans, and may you all achieve the futures you want.