oh no...

So...hey...back with the love problems 😓 NOT EVEN PROBLEMS THIS IS LIKE SOMETHING I'VE BEEN WANTING. So I talked more with one of my friends about my crush and it turns out that my crush might be trying to get to my friends to then eventually talk to me 😭 AND IT WOULD MAKE PERFECT SENSE BC I TEND TO BE MORE ON THE QUIETER SIDE WHEN IT COMES TO TALKING TO NEW PEOPLE unless...It's through someone I know or if they seem nice enough AND HE HAS LOWKEY WITNESSED IT. So if he were to get close to one of my friends, he could get to me. WAHHUEHNSHJAHEUUEUE and it's so scary bc my friend said that at any moment he could just go up to me and want to talk AND ITS OVEEERR but she also said he seems to be hesitating bc he might be scared to confess. I think overall he seems to take into account how my personality and way of socializing is so he doesn't mess up anything which would be so thoughtful of him :((

I was also thinking of giving him more signs by making more eye contact but sometimes I get so scared because when I see him like something in me feels so happy and gets a bunch of butterflies but I also get scared of staring too much...I'll do my best tomorrow or something... I secretly hope he's planning this all out and will confess when I least expect it..