22/9/2025

I'm really tired so this blog might be underwhelming. But a lot of things happened today.

Regarding classes or such I wasn't bored at all today. I was talking to my friend a fair bunch, she even taught me a bit of russian. 

"Priviet. Menya zovut Alex. Dalbayobi, pojulusta." I can't write in cyrilic.

But in real honesty, I'm starting to get pretty pissed off of how close tinfoilhat is getting to my friend group. Sure, he's entertaining to talk to. But please, get away antisemitic moron. 

I swear I'll end up exposing him one day...

After school I actually did some teenager stuff instead of studying all afternoon. I was with Lera, [redacted], and my sister and we drank coke at a bar close to the metro station. I enjoyed it alot! I love my friends so much, seriously. Actually speaking, I wouldn't be here without them.

Then Lera wanted to go to a really busy plaza and we said yeah fuck it. We walked for a short while and then saw the store where we wanted to go was closed. So we ended up going to a clothing store that had a slide. [Redacted] didn't wanna go there since he's punk and that store supported fast fashion. Totally agree with him there but my friend convinced me to ride with her.

It was after that that he said something weird. 

Lera left since she lives far away but as me and [redacted] were entering a subway a sudden heatwave hit us like crazy.

Me: "Yo I'm getting hot man"
[Redacted]: "Nah fr I'm getting hot as fuck dude"
Me: "On God bruh this heat is insane"
[Redacted]: "Alex kiss me."  

What. the. actual. fuck.

Me: "Bro what?"
[Redacted]: "Shit we got the wrong station."

Are we going to ignore the obvious?

Well I guess that's a dudebro thing but I was taken by surprise. I totally get that was a joke but for fucks sake I have a crush on him. I almost nearly fucking trip. Plus he knows I'm gay so...

This is so hard bro.

Thank you for reading,

I miss one of my old friends a lot. She would've enjoyed this alot.