sibling biasness

bruh i h8 how my parents treat my life vs my younger sibling's. i have a yonger sibling and they're like a few years younger but not THAT much. anyway, since im a bit older i have a completely diff schooling system coz we're in diff stages of school. so my exams/breaks don't coincide with my younger sibling's exams/breaks. AND MY PARENTS PMO.

DURING MYYYYYY EXAMS they're like forcing me to go out coz they want family time like girl i dont careeeee omg i wanna freaking study right. but my parents r poop n they genuinely force us to go out and have family time which isn't even freaking family time coz they just bring us to eat at like some random place (not even a restaurant, usually smth like a fast food kinda place? but not rly fast food idk like btween a restaurnt n a fast food place) or like take us to some random mall and btw they don't even let us buy stuff it's for THEM to walk ard n buy their stuff like who in their right mind is bonding as a family over ts. AND BTW the reason why there's like no actual bonding even tho idk a lot of ppl say mealtimes r bonding times is coz my parents r always like "oh we have work right after this we need to go home asap" wtf then don't bring us out???? they genuinely r like "ok here's the food place u have 20 mins to finish then we're gg home" LIKE ATP JUST LET ME STAY HOME. then if we refuse to go they start screaming n like ab*se like IDCCCCC. ugh it pisses me offfffffffffff.

n then when it's my younger sibling's exam i'm not even allowed to watch the tv in the living room coz it'll distract them LIKE HOW IS THAT MY PROBLEM AS THEM TO STUDY IN THEIR ROOM??? Y R U SITTING OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM TO STUDY WHEN U HAVE UR OWN ROOM???? i genuinely get so annoyed. n then right after her exams end MY EXAMS START AGAIN n my parents r planning year end trips. n they always try to guilt trip me into going like ho im trying to complete my education like leave me alone is it that hard??

and i hate when they wanna go somewhere but refuse to even go to ONE place near that area where i wanna go. for example, we go to a mall, and there's a thrift store nearby they are NAWTTTT letting me go. like bro. IT'S NOT LIKE IM A KID EITHER MIND U IM 18!

anyway i'll probably rant more lol bye for now