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i have so much work and studying and projects and art and games and music and STUFF to do Bro. But i can never lock in and just geet stuuuf doonee. i used to be rly good at just Doing shit but also thts probably because i was mentally stable and on medication for adhd. like theres soooooooooooo much stuff i wanna do but its so grand scheme and large scaled i just get demotivated and dont wanna do it No more. But its also boring laying in bed doing Nothing but consume media and hate myself so liek . . ..Maybe if i didnt always want my stories and works and stuff to be Super expansive and interesting and did that shit people do where they knock out basic games in a week id have more confidence but that just feels like a waste of time to me because it doesnt hold up to My standard of "good." i can only use the crutch of being a miserable disabled mentally ill person as to why i cant get anything done or ever have energy for Sooooooo Long before it just becomes repetitive (Even if its true).
Akneeways. I am working on a Webcomic, RPG game, and an experimental yume nikki esque roblox game (tho lowkey fuck roblox i hate making games on there LUA studio sucks and so does david whatever his name was im not googling it but i really dont liek him). But maybe if i stop playing minecraft for 6 hours consecutively ill do something cool with my time Ok bye first blog
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SQUIDYTHEONE
and lol i wanted to make a yumme nikki inspired game too, made a whole lot of sketches for it but never got around to actually making it cause i have 0 motivation and have a million other things to do.
hell yea man. ive gotten like a good chunk of it done with the main dream worlds but im way too lazy to actually finisg it ... i really gotta get back 2 it soon tho bc im pretty proud of the worlds i have made so itd be a waste if i didnt finish it >_>. procrastinating / otherwise busy artists will rule the world one day (not today).
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i even learned rpg maker, the engine yume nikki was made on... but then i lost all motivation and never picked it up again. also oooo what are the worlds you made?
by SQUIDYTHEONE; ; Report
me too!!!!! im actually (very slowly because the aforementioned procrastination) working on an rpg game ... my yume nikki inspired game is on roblox though (LUA studio) Which is unfortunate because roblox kinda sucks and especially LUA studio. like average developer experience where nothing ever goes right but times a thousand.
ive made like.. around 15-20 maybe? worlds for the game. theyre all connected and teleports like yume nikki Obviously but uhhh. i think my favorite world is the laundry mat world. but instead of washing your clothes you wash your computer to get rid of your browser history. idk where the fuck that idea came from but i sampled music for it and made quite a cute map so im pleased with it .... maybe one day ill finally promote the game and finish it
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SQUIDYTHEONE
are you a clone of me???? MOST relatable thing ive ever read, word for word. maybe i have adhd too??
HAHAHA maybe we are long lost twins ... average struggle of ADHDer im afraid. having adhd and being creative is my worst nightmare (of which i live everyday) bc theres so much shit u wanna do and so little time/effort/patience/motivation
by i love a1p1. valley 🜏; ; Report
yeah, it feels like a day is way too short!! im sitting on a MOUNTAIN of unfinished or abandoned art projects, and i keep making new ones, that also get added to the mountain, its an evil cycle
by SQUIDYTHEONE; ; Report
bro fr :skull: :sob: its even worse bc i come up w really good ideas and then always leave them half baked Which sucks
by i love a1p1. valley 🜏; ; Report
same! exactly!
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