I was made wrong :(

My limit is much easier to reach than it is for everyone else. I can only do easy things. If I spent the rest of my life without doing anything that involves thinking hard I would be happy. I am currently crying at the thought of working hard for the rest of my life. I want adderall and a diagnosis. I want to get treated like a pet and rewarded for behaving. I want to be cute and pitied. I want summer vacations to never end. I want to stop having to constantly dread the arrival of something in the horizon. I'm tired. I do nothing and I'm tired. I'm not going to survive and I kind of hope I don't.

-Luli🐾