falling back into bad habits .

hey folks

I have been feeling like absolute shit as of recent, school having started again is genuinely killing the joy in my heart sooo like that's fun.

poor mental health is making me fall into some old habits that I absolutely do NOT want to come back. . . like you were supposed to die and never come back why the FUCK IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME UGHRUGHHH

anyways yeah

I need healthier ways of coping with my stupid feelings so that I don't start doing dumb things again

thanx