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So imma be like single soon .. huh. again... eeugh, i just want to be loved for once. WHY is it every time i meet someone i actually like something goes fucking wrong.. am i cursed?!
Nothing feels real anymore. Maybe i'm just not deserving of love? ...
I don't know what to think anymore ... please someone love me ... someone who DOESN'T wanna fuck my corpse.. I'm gonna tweak, i hate this, i hate everything, i just wanna be loved and honestly loved for once .. i'm gonna lose my shit ...
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paintplate
hey!!! dont stress it so much!!
everybody deserves love, and i mean EVERYBODY!
without love, people become lonely, and that leads down a not so nice road :<
I WILL SAY that life is like a river filled with boats of fishermen
sometimes, two boats will hit each other, and depending on the fishermen, they'll either leave each other be or fish together for a while C:
or, if they become close enough, they'll start sharing their fish!!!
it's just that sometimes the other fisherman loses too many fish in their sharing and end up needing to leave their fishing buddy in order to go fish on their own
which is okay! hell, sometimes the two fishermen can get tired of the others' fish and leave simply because of that :p
whatever it may be that causes them to split, they're still in the same river
the river filled with THOUSANDS of other fishermen, all fishing every type of fish
so eventually, your boat will hit another boat
and maybe, if things go right, you'll fish together for a while C:
it's a sort of endless cycle, unless you end up tying your boat to someone elses!
it's okay to feel bad when someone leaves, just dont beat yourself up over it cause it's usually never going to be your fault! it's just the way that the river works, and that can't exactly be controlled, and that's okay!
it was never meant to be :p
i hope you feel better later on! <3
I lowkey was stressing about all this but reading what you just said lowkey made my day T.T like why'd you lowkey get poetic with your words LMAO but really thank you i appreciate it!!<33 you're a very kind person
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ty!!! i just dont like when people are sad and stuff cause i myself feel too much of that icky stuff
so if i cant stop myself from feeling bad, i might as well do what i can to make others feel not sad C:
also im glad i was able to make you feel better :D
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Well i'm so sorry someone as nice as you feel the same stuff like this .. you don't deserve that<3 and thank you really you honestly did make me feel alot better!! I hope you are having/will have a wonderful rest of your day-afternoon-night !!! <33
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