deep down I already knew

I hate when overthinking takes over the mind, you start doubting yourself even in dumb situations, every single action someone does sticks in your mind for days, as you analyze every single detail and what was the intent behind it. its like living in hell and when you wake up you start all over again. 

the only time I wish to be wrong is when I think "what if" in a postive tone, and deep down I already knew it would end the same way it always does. nothing too good is ever true.