Lesbian time

So I lwk think I’m a lesbian

I started thinking abt how really every dude tends to ick me out

Even with John and Mason and Haydn (all guys that I “liked”), literally everything they did pissed me off or grossed me out or just turned me so off

And I honestly just wanted to attention, no matter who they were as people (doesn’t mean I didn’t care, just not in a romantic sense)

And then I always joke about how I have a phobia of cocks, but I just don’t really find them appealing (like cum sounds really unappetizing and gross to me)

And the only reason I would want to have sex with a dude is to get pregnant, and really nothing else

And then I started thinking about how men can be attractive but women are always attractive 

And then I thought about how, even if they’re fictional or whatnot, I always daydream from the male POV (so it’s a male for a female so wlw in my case)

And how I always talk abt wanting to be a lesbian and not feeling safe with men and not wanting to marry a man and just general disinterest in them