oh my god

i just lost my past 5 years of art

i accidentally deleted my goddamn art app in the MIDDLE of the tablet backing up- and i cant redownload it, since i originally bought it on another icloud account. so now, on top of not being able to get any of my art back, i can't draw anymore, either. this sucks so bad man i don't even know what to do and i mentioned this to my friends and they just fucking laughed about it 

and the app's?? price was raised?? last time i checked it was $10 but now it's like $14?? which like.. why....