Self - believe

Today i realised just how much of strong i am , well maybe not physically but mentally yes. I have gone through challenges and faced obscure difficulty in my life especially after entering high school (T-T), but i have grown and matured so much with the knowledge i won't trade for. Yes , i know calling suffering teaching might seem like a cruel joke but i have came to realize that just how much i can survive under extreme conditons. My life isn't picture perfect no matter how much i wished it was but perfection is simply the fear of being unique , the fear of failing. And i mean it is not great to have an academic downfall in high school (since i have some AP phys , chem and maths) when i was kind of the child prodigy early on in my life. But it has taught me how to live with myself and still wake up everyday for a hope to make it all better. There are moments i have despised myself but it all narrowed down to a silent hope , a blief in myself that i never let go of and you shouldn't too no matter how bad it is. It will all get better some day , at some time and you will appreciate that you actually went through those hard times since they do u more good than anything can ever. Because being perfect is simply being afraid.