My First Post. A Sort of Dump About My (felt) Lack of Identity.

I think it's nice to find a page that tries to emulate the style of early 2000s Social Media. 
Things seemed so much easier and nicer back in the years of 2000-2010. In my own personal opinion, the soul of people and web pages have been sucked out by the indifference and sanitation of media and mind. 

I have a hard time trying to figure my own identity or even trying to figure out what I want in life and I guess this page will sorta help me get out of that shell by sharing my interests and love for Video Games, Media, and YouTube content. 

I've longed for the days of trying to enjoy old Video Game like Halo 2, Left 4 Dead, etc because of all of the old videos I've enjoyed in my early childhood but it never really felt the same when I play them, I feel like this is a case of expectations vs. reality where you expect the funny moments in those games to happen but they don't because they were a one-time experience. 

My mind is hard to make up sometimes. I really don't know what I want half the time (like the way I want my future to be, retiring video games to focus on something better, wanting to practice my art and writing but not having the confidence to or the will to do so). 

If any of you find this, thanks for taking a look. I felt I needed to get this off my chest. 

P.S. I have a hard time trying to pace my own entries. 

Love, Gobby.