Cleaning my depression room (TW SH MENCION)

• So today I was cleaning my room 
  

After a depression episode listening to music everything was okay till I open a box full of stuff drawings of a ex friend that treated me horrible I ripped them and I saw a small box that said sh kit I remember making it wen I was 7 or 8 I started tinking and I was to young for that it was full of blades band aids and more stuff I started crying and I saw a new message in my phone It was my ex friend telling me sorry I replied whit tanks you and she sent more texts like nothing happened I didn’t reply I knew it was a bad decision but I just didn’t want to talk it felt weird how everything clicked I helped my parents to clean the basement aka the art and visitors room and my dad found a  band shirt of wen I was a baby and he started crying we all cried we don’t even know why after that I’m now in my room sitting on my bed I need to clean a bit more and I’m probably getting dinner in some hours I also put the kit in the trash because Im clean since 2 months ago (sorry if this has a lot of missing autographs inglish is not my native lenguage ) take care of yourself pke