I swear I try to change

Ever since I was a kid, I was fat.

When I turned six, I started to notice how much bigger I was than the other girls at school, so I started to go on an EXTREMELY strict and restrictive diet,I remember I did this diet for a year and a half.

When I was seven years old, I had lost a lot of weight, I really liked the result, but after some time, I gained weight again (I was already nine years old). But after a few years, I started to repair that I had gained weight, and I wanted to change, but I had never managed to lose weight.

Until this year I FINALLY managed to lose weight (I think I lost about four or five kilos),and I'm very happy about it, and I hope I can lose more weight, because I really want to weigh fifty kilos (I weigh 55 kilos if I'm not mistaken)