Government and my health and stupid lab work.

I found out my Hep C has now turned to cirrohiss and the only way to ditch this is have my Hep C cured.....but a long time ago I tried this and my insurance(medicare) turned me down cause I smoke marijuana. So it's their fault it has progressed to this. My doctor is still going to try and get it approved...but HA..I doubt they will approve it. I am really pissed off that I am being  told to just die cause i smoke weed....( I smoke for lots of medical reasons).  To day I went to my ENT cause of a chronic cough..he wants to test me for allergies...which he has already done before...but he cant find the results.....so he says I have to go to the lab 30 minutes away...their is a lab/outpatient place in his building.......I of course pointed this out....and was told but they dnt do the panel we need.....NOT MY PROBLEM....theirs....so the tests will not be getting done until I have need to go to that area. Same goes for my gastro doc..he wants a stool sample but I have to being it to his lab....an hour from my house...this will not happen either. I feel like I am being told to just die....like they care less....stupid fuckers.....