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I like to think trans, it makes me happy to feminine and to be called a girl but i can't bring myself to truly say i am, at least to most people. for the moment i just use they/them even though i don't think it describes ME correctly, i don't why I can't tell people even when I really really want too.
i can't help but feel that my inability will forever stop me from embracing who I feel im truly meant to be, also doesn't help that every effort I try to take forward only sends me back where I started.
i want to reach as close as possible to what I feel is my perfect self, i just wish that eventually I won't have to myself to keep going for one more day, cause eventually I will have become myself.
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neziren
i have never met someone who shares the same thoughts on this before. Coming from the other side of the aisle, there is always also something that prevents me for exclaiming who i am and makes me wonder if i'll ever truly have the balls to completely "turn". in my case, I dont really know where I land on the binary,which is probably something that makes me uncertain of exclaiming my identity. I feel that i will be an imposter no matter what label i use, but maybe that is due to my own (faulty) construction of what it means to be trans or cis. Either way, you dont owe anyone an explanation, whether the whole world knows or not, it is not a goal post you must reach in order for you to be exactly who you want to be.
tldr; become the cutest girl op, the public will catch up eventually