stop looking at me in that way

how could you do this to me???!!! Ill never forgive you for how you made me feel, ill never forgive myself. you make me feel inhuman. did you ever even consider how id feel afterwards?!! did you ever actually care about me at all? you were never my friend to begin with, everything you've said from then must've been lies; if you truly ever cared about me, you wouldn't of hurt me this much, without acknowledging my feeling at least once. do you have no sympathy?? im sick and fucking tired of blaming myself and hating myself, ive finally realised that your were the villain this entire time, you are SICK. so dont look at me like that please, YOU hurt me.

i still love you