Feelings going wild

I wish it was me that you chose to keep around even in your worst days, stop pushing me away and abandoning my way from rooting into your life like stubborn green plant were loved enough to keep around.

I want love you even when you hurt me, I don’t care if it was for the best.

My best was only when I hear you and we laugh over nonsense.

I yearned to get to be in your future, 50 years from now, not a lot I’m asking to be in but forever. Of love and care to full up our house with me on my knees desperately trying to make your life much better, waiting for you to come and ask me for water which I’d cry it river for you to drink from. Wishing for warmth in which i gladly will give up my entire soul to keep you from harsh cruel winter. To desire anything and look back to find me handing it to you even if it means to take my heart away too.