boogers in my runny nose

i hate it. tears wanna escape my eye balls lmao. freezing .silent. stuttering. exposing your vulnerability to whom who loves to exploit. loosing control which was never yours to control. voice of a mice in a cats mouth who blames you for being weak. hold on , hold ur tears like you hold your pee . your bladder hurts but so does your throat when you try to speak , nothing comes out. you are destined to lose even when your right. accept your defeat as soon as you can to avoid crying as often. the fuck . i hate being this way. you made me like this. and yet you hate the way i am. i am not the words i was spoken too yet it hurts. dont look at me when i cry!