Emo kid vents about small town Missourian life

I am becoming increasingly frustrated with my hometown. It's kind of a classic emo experience, angsty teen becomes angry and sad living in suburbia hell because they have no friends. I feel very cheesy writing this blog post right now, but I'm sure at least some of you can relate. I really just feel like there's nobody like me around me, even though there probably is... But where are they hiding! If any emo goth freaks here live in the Southwest Missouri area, raise your hand. Go Chiefs or whatever. It really is a struggle living in the Midwest and being a very alternative and very liberal person, the conservative religious area it is, I feel like I'm lost in some sort of unfamiliar ocean of crap with no lifeboat. My only island in sight right now is the idea of moving away to go to college when I graduate, but I know that'll be a really hard and stressful thing for me and I'd like to be happy in the meantime, you know? And Pinterest keeps showing me pictures of cool friend groups and it just makes me feel so lonely and jealous. I don't know where this post is going, I just needed to vent a little I guess. I hope you all have more active social lives than me. Someone buy me tickets out of here...