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i mean i love people i love my classmates, i even have two as my closest friends. i don't know if they're my friends actually. most of the time they just hang out without me and this other one makes "jokes" about my body that makes me want to absolutely destroy myself. no one is really my friend. they never respond to my messages in group chats and just leave me on read. but when another person does suddenly it's all worth chatting over and it makes it so hard for me to not fall apart inside. i have okay interactions with people, but none of them seem to ever really get me, my interests and all. they look at me weird sometimes too it's scary. at the end of the day they won't come looking for me. maybe the internet is my only best friend??
god i sound so fucking corny but damn since when did we stop being considerate motherfuckers
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Anna💌 (prongs' version)
these people just sound like bad people. do you have friends outside of school too? that support you and tell you that these people are a*sholes? keep yourself surrounded with close family or other people. and trust me, people come and go in and out of our lives, one day you will think about them and feel no remorse for not being friends with them anymore. aand: i do not know you, but i KNOW for a fact that you are beautiful. because everyone is. and you feeling so much shows what a lovable person you are :) dont lose hope, nothing lasts forever, not even the bad times :*
i LOVE you. i really needed to hear this today, i hope and i know you are surrounded by so much love and kindness. only a couple more months before graduation so here's to hoping for a better college life soon<3
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of course! :* keep goinngg!
by Anna💌 (prongs' version); ; Report
and in college, people (usually) act much more mature, it will be much less drama. at least it was like that in my case :)
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