noticing

it’s really late and i have to be up and about within the next 6 hours, which is horrible

i feel like a lot of people *could* function off of 6 hours of sleep but i genuinely need 8-10 hours per night xd

i’ve been doing a lot of thinking, and problem-solving in my head as per usual

but its also brought a lot to my attention, and i’ve really dug deep regarding the person i used to be and most importantly, the person i am in present day. 

i know i’m not perfect, i’m actually quite far from it. but it would be unfair if i told myself i haven’t changed. i feel like change within people is sort of inevitable whether you like it or not. it’s just a matter of how you handle change, i guess. 

i catch myself getting so incredibly worked up about stupid shit, but then i realize that i’m still very young, so it’s super reassuring.

i’m really honed in on my own emotions at all times, i know exactly how i feel, when i feel it, how certain situations or scenarios make me feel, what i like, what i dislike, but that isn’t exactly what i’m looking for.. in order to get the rest to understand, they must be me first. 

my thought process is different and i’ve always known it was different, i know that i rub people the wrong way for god knows what i still do not know, but most find it endearing. at least the right people do. and when i put it that way, i guess i could say it pisses off the right people as well. shoo

the intelligent allow themselves to notice their own ignorance.