9/17/25

today was a rly easy day. i woke up pretty late and had a short shift at work, then got home and folded some clothes. at work i was talking about life and stuff w my friends and it kinda made me think too much about who i am as a person.. (*~*; ) i think maybe i'm too sad or too worried or i don't know how to regulate my emotions really well. i don't like the idea of being a sad/insecure person, but i think that's what i am. i need to figure out how to be more secure.

i do like that i feel like i'm able to be open and vulnerable with my friends tho bc it makes me really think about these parts of myself that i don't like that much, so i can try to work to change them. change is just scary D: especially when i think my root issue is just insecurity. i really admire people with confidence, i hope one day i can be like that (╥ω╥)

tmr i'm going to a goth night at a bar with my friends and i had an outfit planned but i can't find my jeans anywhere ▓▒░(°◡°)░▒▓ so that's awesome. if i still can't find them tmr when i get off work i'll just end up wearing one of my skirts... wish me luck on finding it </3

ok time to go watch resident evil gameplay (^-^*)/