Ugghhhhhhhhh mh major life update

Gosh all this college essay stuff and extracurriculars is really getting to me, it makes me sigh super deeply and it’s so peak but soooo tiring. Not really I just really want to watch YouTube but also be like.. productive. Ahhhhh I just wish I could live in hetalia, I wonder if feliciano ever had to write about his life. Would he talk about how Romano has been so neglected that Spain is his basically father figure, is it that the renaissance was beautiful or was it full of impoverished people and women. Bellas. oh, great Mr frog tell me, smiling friends tell me, Prussia tell me, will it go to waste or will I bloom like a flower grown from concrete. I stopped checking spacehey, I feel bad about leaving roy alone to figure out their life story. Ohhhh cant I just finish dreamtalia and live there. I want to be the fauchereve except I don’t die, I just live forever haha. Imagine being that person with infinite knowledge, reading books over 200 times, or a mermaid. I would want to be on the land, being very smart and noncholant.