Without any screen you're productive

If you tell me to spend a day without any screen I couldn't do it.

Simply because I'm too used to it. I use my phone as a way to relax and the internet Gives me instant dopamine. So it neutralise my brain and keep me from thinking about anything else.

Sometimes I just turn off my phone a second and think and I realise that this shit was litteraly possessing me to make me a zombie.

The more I spend time on my screen, the more I feel unreal, Spending hours sitting down scrolling, my dusty soul and the weight in my legs is Unbearable.

One day, my mom took my phone my computer and my Tablet away 

Best day of my life.

The first time I actually used my Music CD and I was drawing and writing poem and stories.

But the worst is that, at the second that I got my phone back I came back to my zombie self. My lack of response self. My shrug "idk" self. My constant apathy self.

Please take my phone and throw it by the window. Even If I cry and beg you. Do it damn it.

I'm fucking insane 

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