I MIGHT BE HELENA MCR FOR HALLOWEEN

or i waaaannnaa be but i really dont have any money..... so sad but ill try to convince my mom n sister to let me buy stuff but i do kinda feel bad because i know were short on money rn but i am 16 and i wanna trick or treat this year and be pretty on halloween last time i halloweened i was like 9.......

HELENA

       she's so beautiful

i've been looking on insta and threads shops for a dress/corset/skirt i could maybe put together but ugh money money,,, i've found an okay dress but it's in white and i'm not sure how it would look like dyed idk idk,, and i'm scared ill look fat ughhhfuuckk i know people will want pictures so i can't look fat and whenever i layer i always look so fat whatever but yeah i'm scared even with corset my chest would look bulky oh and speaking of chest DUDE I HAVE ZERO BOOBS would it be weirdly loose on the boob part of the corset fuckf uckfuc k whatevever,, 

SO if i can't find the perfect 1 piece dress i will have to buy: 

- 1 black corset

- 1 skirt and cut somehow for shorter front

- red silk for under the skirt and then cut and sew

- 1 black lace arm sleeve because i wanna

- 1 headpiece the face net thing,,,, if i rly cant find one for cheap i'll just use my medium sized black bow ugh

- 1 black beads for skirt details

-1 black ruffle net thing on her chest

- 1 fake rose bouquet that looks real UGH maybe i should buy real but then it'd just get ruined thruout the day cuz i wanna go out

- 1 black ballet flats n then i could diy glue some black elastic band for it to look like her pointe shoes

SO MUCH FUCKIGN MONEY

high chance i won't do halloween because idk if it's wise to spend that much rn cuz we tight on kash...............but i do wanna be young and dumb and selfish and pretty for halloween,,maybe someone will kiss me